Wait, let me flash back my life for a several hours...
I realize now how pathetic am I in those man's eyes...
'crying for something that will never be hers'.
and I tried to smile but forget about that, I'm still crying.
SHIT, why are you so hard to be gone from my life?
Most moment my heart are always in pain and I want to scream.
I was crying inside my eyes,
You behaved so well and were strong enough not
to show fear in front of everyone else.