Tuesday, December 8, 2009

This is

This is the book I never read
These are the words I never said
This is the path I'll never tread
These are the dreams I'll dream instead
This is the joy that's seldom spread
These are the tears...
The tears we shed
This is the fear
This is the dread
These are the contents of my head
And these are the years that we have spent
And this is what they represent
And this is how I feel
Do you know how I feel
'cause i don't think you know how I feel
I don't think you know what I feel
I don't think you know what I fear
You don't know what I fear

Like You'll Never See Me Again

If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn't feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I'd be wishing you were here
To be everything that I'd be looking for
I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
Cause God only knows another day is not really guaranteed

I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So everytime you look at me,
Look at me like this is the last time...
Every time you talk to me,
Talk like this is the last time...
Every time you stay with me,
Stay like you'll never see me again.

Promise that you'll love me,
Love me like you'll never see me again...


Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new,
Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue,
Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown,
Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down.

Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad,
Love me when I'm good, or when I'm so bad,
Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain,
Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain.

Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun,
Love me always darlin', after all is said and done,
Love me always darlin', until all our life is through,
Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you!

This Fool

My friends tell me that they think you like me
I don't know why but I feel the same way
But what if it's not like that, what if only I think this way like a fool
Because of fears like that I don't know what to do

Even if I try to read your thoughts
I get a different feeling, I don't know what it is

For how long are you just going to look at me
Look into my eyes, they're telling you to come
If you keep hesitating, if someone else with the courage comes first
How much do you want to regret it if he takes me away first

How long do you want to be a fool like that
Do you want to take me or not
If I keep waiting like this I'll first
Give up exhausted
So just try to confess your feelings with confidence
I'm giving you signs from here
What's the problem come up to me and confess
Hurry up and get the courage

If you like me hurry and tell me
Why do you keep making me anxious
If you like me just get some courage
I'm waiting, why don't you just come you fool.

Whats another day?

You give this way more thought than it deserves. You say when I tell you about my fear of rejection. I wouldn't know better than to get scared cause since we met we've had this great connection . "You know concrete colored buildings all grow stale!" You say as I look up dreaming
I know better then to include the both of us but I can't sleep...When you're gone.

And you say "what's another day?"
This stage of oblivion I find comfortable and prior to this. I never spoke, you say you understand my sense now and why I always smiles. You know...

Whats another day?
When we're already getting used to gray
What's another day?
If inspiration grows out from this
What's another day?
From silence is the next best thing to bliss
And we're all getting used to hearing you say

"Just let it be..."

I'm tired and sick of you saying those words... so please, stop.

Monday, December 7, 2009

When I fall

There’s no need for words, deep inside of my eyes it’s clear and full of my feelings towards you. Would you give me your heart, that was whisperingly hid? Hold my hands I will never let you go. I will wait for you, and only you. At your smiles, I dream.. I don’t ever want to wake up from the sweet happiness I’m happy with the sweetness, so I don’t want to wake up. Can you feel it? Within my dark heart you became my light. My heart that was once cold you’ve warmed it up. Accept my love that has coated the world white.. I love you, I will promise you that anyone else won’t do, don’t like anyone else. When I fall it was love at first sight cuz when I fall I already fell in love, it feels as if the time has stopped it’s as if I’m on top of the world.