Suratan takdir...

Walaupun natijahnya, aku yang dikhianati...

Walaupun berbuat baik pada umat manusia,

natijahnya aku yang menjadi mangsa.

Walaupun telah banyak orang yang pergi.

aku tetap reda dengan qada dan qadarNya.

Walaupun, kau pergi untuk mencintai dia,

dan aku tetap menerima seadanya,

natijahnya aku yang terluka.

Aku masih sanggup menelan setiap apa yang berlaku.

Aku telan semuanya walaupun hingga ke akhir hayat aku yang terluka.

Aku sanggup jika dengan berbuat sedemikian dapat menyelamatkan keadaan.

Walaupun tidak ada walau sebesar hama sekalipun kasih untukku,

Aku sanggup menelan semua itu.

Maafkan aku kerana lemah.

Dan jika telah tersurat yang ikatan ini berakhir sebelum ianya bermula.

Aku memohon kehadrat Ilahi agar

menutup serapat-rapatnya pintu hatiku untukmu.

Maafkan aku kerana tidak dapat melepaskanmu.

Don't think I can take it anymore.

Wait, let me flash back my life for a several hours...

I realize now how pathetic am I in those man's eyes...

'crying for something that will never be hers'.

and I tried to smile but forget about that, I'm still crying.

SHIT, why are you so hard to be gone from my life?

Most moment my heart are always in pain and I want to scream.

I was crying inside my eyes,

You behaved so well and were strong enough not

to show fear in front of everyone else.

I don't wanna let us down

I wasn't trying to tell you the worst things for your life...

I'm not the type that easily mock someone and actually MEAN it...

yeah, I'm the one and only girl that had no clue of what is actually

happening between us. Is it true? Is all that I've heard is true?

do you really have a good reason for why you're doing this?

If you do then why do you have to ALWAYS ALWAYS use a higher tone

when you're talking to me? why are you doing this really..

when I'm over you, why should I hear all of those THINGS that are not

supposed to be told to me? that you're doing this is actually to protect me?

FROM WHAT?! FROM FREAKING WHAT?! FROM YOURSELF?

damn I guess what I dreamed before IS true. I'm not at right spot to cry again.

I'm out of my own breath when I keep on thinking about this.

don't you know I'm too young to be dealing with this crises?

As much as I loved you, As much as I believed in you
It hurts... Because I hate you so much, because it’s sad
It hurts ...This farewell, this can’t be good but still, goodbye...

Good bye...I really don't wanna let us down... I really don't,

but still... Good bye even though I hate you, you are my love.

The first person I really do love and appreciated. To be saying those

hard words 'Good bye, I'm no longer your dolls to be played with and

I truly don't love you anymore.' These are the lies of both mans...

we both make those mistake by using those piercing sentences to each other.

Good bye.

These Is Why I'm a loner

I'm smiling. So? the hell with it, i'm tired.

You said that you love me. when i loved you back,

you turn your back on me.

Yesterday I found out about you,

and even now I'm still thinking about you.

When I text you,you wouldn't reply. So it's annoys me.

You knew that you didn't love me anymore.

But what am I to do? I'm still stuck to you.

As I paced back and forth this days because I believed in you.

Holding on to those sweet remedy of your words.

Stupid girl, I should've known...

But I can't resist this! the hell I can't resist this!

Before you go please tell me this,

was it worth it? was she worth this?!

You should've said no Nazren. you should've said no to her.