JAPANESE!!!

okai!!!so!yesterday we got
our group for the exchange
students program
thingy...well, this thing
is about, malay student which is my
school and japanese school students exchange.

so my group is B2 i guess...
there's 8 students in each group...
and mine is...nadia,ima,me(mariam),
fidod,syafiq,ipin,syamim & firhard!
ahahaha...and the leader is ipin
and the assistant is me...wek!hmmm...

so last night i ask my pet brother...
i told him everything about the japanese
thingy...so he was shocked cause i was
the ass. then he told me that ass.
has to help the leader talking in the japanese
and more la!then i refuse! i dont wanna!hmm

so today...we when it's art class...teacher
want us to create a shirt for the program.
so we have to be in group to design the
shirt though...i lot of fun actually!
especially when my has the crazy student
in it!well!what can i say?we are crazy...
but that's just how we roll sistah!ahahahha

earth hour

waaaaaaaa~earth hour!!!
semalam seronok!
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee=)
smenye ttp lmpu!huhu

tpi agk skt hti gak la
smlm an...aku nak tlg slmtkan
dunia...blh lak fmly aku
perli aku an...skt hati kot!!!

hmm....pape pon....
marilah kite same-same
slmt kan dunia kesayangan
kite niyh!!!jom!!!ayuh slmt kan dunia!
ape yg pntng?! kerjesame!!!yeah!

I LOVE YOU MY WORLD!!!

crush?

well...i guess i have a new crush though...
it started when i first saw him this
early year...when he was guarding
the stairs. I saw him the first thing i said
in my mine is, "wow he looks different."
i thought that he was older then me...

when class started then i realized that
he is in my class and he is the same
age as me though...i gotta admit, i was
kinda surprise though. plus happy too.

at first i don't think that i want
to talk him...i was just look at him
form the back and im just to shy to talk to him..
then what do think? i talked to him!
im kinda happy though...

the truth is, at first i don't know that
i'll fall for him though...i just thought
that i just gonna like him because of
something else and not like him for real...

well it started when we started to talk
to each other...his voice is so..well
i can't described...he is so nice, gentlemen
and charming when it comes to girls nor guys!
he is nice! and i love people that have
all the attitude that i mention up there.

one day, i started talking with *****
about our birthday...we were discussing
about celebrate it together...then i ask
***** is there anyone else that their birthday
is in April...then ***** said, ******'s birthday
is on April 2!then at that time, my heart moves.
with out any my opinion,he quickly called
him to out table.then we started talking and
that was the first time i talked to him...

after that conversation, we keep talking to each
other..but not all the time though..because he
is kinda of a shy guy...he doesn't talk to girls
so much...that's great though...haha

until one day...when we started talking
to each other at my locker...we were
discussing about our birthday plans.
then he started to look at my locker
and the roof of my locker is gone and
it kinda not so safe cause people can
steal your stuff though...

then after he saw it, he ask me
he:x bahaye ke x de atap cam 2?
me:ahah, enth la weyh...hri 2 da jdi
cam ni dah..aku da btlkan blk,
tpi dye still nak tbukak...aku da
maleyh nak lyn...biarlah..
then he smiled at me and took the
locker roof and fix it for me...
then i was so shocked and in my heart i said
MY HERO!!!then i said thx to him after he did that...
he smiled and said nah its okay.then he left.

I was so shocked at that time...i just stand still
at the corner of the locker and think what just
happend...then i realize that i've fall for him...
until now...i jut dont know what to do...
then i think about Mr.A that i've been fall in love
with since last year...is my feeling towards
him going to go away because of this guy?

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO...I'M IN DILEMMA.

guiltyness...

well today was kinda fun though...
we had a great time in the class..
i think so...cause we always
laugh so much until our stomach,
well...explode! ahahaha~

i don't know how to stop
laughing though...they just
super funny!hahaha...
love all of them!*kisses!ahaha

well today's curriculum was so
hard for me to do the right thing..
plus the weather was so bad...
but its kinda fun cause its cold...
and everyone gather around at the same place..
but still it's hard...

me and some of my friend have to
tell the truth the one that we
have a problem with...it's hard.
seriously...but i don't want the same
thing that happens to me, happen
to someone i called friends...

we don't want to get badder and bedder though...
but some of the people that have a problem
with her...doesn't want to admit it...
i am so mad!!!!URGHHHH!!!
just tell the truth la!!!you said you wanna over
this!but what the hell is this?!aigooooooo!!!
what ever lah!!!haih

but all i know is...now i feel kinda better
that all of this is over...but i still felt
so so so damn guilty!!!!!

IM SORRY ****** IM JUST...I DONT
KNOW WHAT TO SAY!I HOPE YOU'LL
FORGIVE ME!!!PLEASE!!!SO DAMN SORRY!