the locker

waaa~ salam blog! lamenye x update. blog sihat blog?
hihi..rindu la pulak bile terbace post yang dulu
diri ku telah terconfess pade dirimu lah! kat locker pulak 2! aiyooo!
super x boleh belah kot! nak cakap bende lain..bende lain
yang terkeluar jugak...tapi..nasib baek dirimu mengerti, dan
terimanya dengan ikhlas! terima kasih! appreciate it! kau memang
kawan baik aku weyh! sayang kau gilex1000000! seriously!

there's nobody that can do it like you. nobody. everything you did.
even the little things that you do. from the way you look at me,
comfort me and all the sweet things you say. I just can't find the
way to let go of you. Please say 'stays on my mind'. Im hopping you
to understand and never forget me. Please.

IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOW...

meeting you

oh~happy!haha...i supposed to write this yesterday.
but no time cause homework betimbon!ahaks
so semalam kamu stay back for the KWN. Kami
buat 'jamuan ringan' la kononnye, padahal makan
bodoh2 jek.haha. Semalam DIE x datang so
daryl ngan fidod g serang rumah dye la semalam
cause dorang da x sabar nak jumpe dye.ke?haha.
so diorang mintak tolong aku belikan makanan
diorang, tapi aku suroh ima n nad belikan cause
aku nak wat something.pas makan ape sume, kami
duduk kat 'McD' sekolah kitorang sambil2
tunggu belle and ipin. after 15/20 minutes, ipin
arrived and he gave me a present! wah! first time
he did that~ceh.haha. tapi aku sangat2lah
tekejut!haha. dye bagi present 2 cause katenye
"ko da banyak tolong aku." then aku just 'la..aku
tolong sebab aku nak..aku x suke trime bayaran.'then
due2 senyap. pas 2 kami gerak g padang nak
practise shooting kat situ.sebab teacher cakap kami
x leyh shoot lagi cause dorang lom bace scrip
kitorang g. so ape nak wat. practise je la dulu.hoho~
well mase practise 2 DYE pandang slek!haha..aku cam...
'okey, ape da jadi?makin menjadi2 kot.haha'mase
practise scene aku ngan syaa 2, super x leyh blah!
syaa da nak gile dowh!haha~ tapi x pe..dye ok je....
but she just can't stop smiling!haih~x pe2! ;)
that's all!

this week

im happy again:).. we make up again!weeee
he's not the moody sensitive guy like last week no more!
huhu. so on tuesday we stay back and I have fun with him though.
we practiced how to use the cyberlink with some laugh and aye contact!
ahaks! then on thursday is the same like tuesday though.
we practiced how to use cyberlink and some more video software editing.
and yeah, syaa, nad and belle took some picture of me and him!haha sengal
la korang...tpi x pek! kah3!joke2..

I HAVE FUN!!!
but my Heart, i don't know how my heart feels right now.

a letter to you

yesterday i sent someone to sent you a piece of letter.
it is a confession. i never did this before but i dont know
why i did it.

the letter

(his name)...aku give up..ikut ko lah nak buat ape pon,
tapi aku mintak tolong sangat2 jang keluar dalam group
kite, sebab kiteorang gile2 perlukan ko weyh! ko orang
penting dalam group kite weyh~ tolong la jangan.

tolong eyh weyh~
nanti minggu depan x mo masam2 da...tau?PLEASE
Harap ko okey nanti.
-mariam-
(there's more but i can't remember it, sorry)

and and...i think i forgot to wrote something that is
very important in the letter...
i just want you to know that we're so sorry!
IM SO SORRY. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry.